
The weather has been so pleasant in the evenings that we have been sitting on the back porch more. We watch the sun setting and the bats start to come out and flit through the sky. There is a big field behind our house and it makes us feel almost like we're living further out in the country than we are. I feel so much at peace lately, and so blessed in my life. There is something gut-wrenching about moving, picking up and leaving all that is familiar to you and starting over again. We got a new house and a new job and some new friends, but it still takes a long time before it really feels *right*. It's been odd lately...I haven't been wanting to buy things because I have everything that I need. I haven't even been buying that many books anymore, because I don't have much spare time to read and have a full bookcase, most of which I haven't read. I haven't even been wanting to buy more plants or start more garden beds and would rather maintain the ones that I have and let them grow in.
My mom has spent most of her life being unsatisfied with what she has in life. She doesn't take care of the things that she has but promises that she would take care of the new things she wants. I try to explain that if we don't take care of the things that we have then we won't take care of anything else that we get. I also sometimes think that God tests us, and that if we don't take care of the gifts that He has given to us then we won't be given more. So I am trying to revel in the blessings that I have been given and to be content and see what comes my way. :)
P.S. I almost forgot to mention the flower in my picture. :) I was poking around in the garden last night and saw that there are a few rogue blooms and buds on my Butterscotch Jessamine vine. I love the color and light fragrance that it has.